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The Never Ending Fight

by

Malia Tacub

Its a never ending fight
And I can't seem to win
I go thru this pain
over and over again
I fool myself
thinking you'll change
it's been so long
why do I wait?
I love you so much
I'd give my life for you
You don't even realize
what I go thru
you may not see my pain
you may not feel my hurt
But I pray every night
that one day,
you'll see my worth.

Eternal Love

by

Malia Tacub

From the first day we met and till eternity,
youll always mean so much to me.
I look deep into your eyes and I smile,
I know loving you is worth the while.
You show me love too great to measure
For all our moments are deeply treasured.
My undying love for you is real and true.
I only ask of you to love me too!
Ill tell you this straight from my soul and sorrows: Ill love you today and many more tomorrows
So to you babe I will let you know,
If the lord calls me first and should ever go,
My soul will stay with you, I wont leave your side.
Ill patiently wait for you, please dont cry.
Hold on to our memories of each and everyday
Remember: nothing dies, true love will stay
So babe,
smile and thank the great god above,
for all this is ETERNAL LOVE!

Fading Love

by

Malia Tacub

The first few month we were going out
our love for eachother was strong
but now with all this fuss and confusion I cant help but ask whats going on?
My heart is aching right down to its core,
why dont you talk to me anymore?
& when I try to call you they lie and say youre not home
I really miss & love you babe,
you can read it through this poem
Is it time the end of the road
when we should split apart?
I dont want to lose you babe,
I love from the bottom of mt heart.
Please change the way youre acting
cuz your love for me is lacking
I want you baby,
back to when our love was true.
When you loved me,
& I loved you too

A Walk Along The Beach

by

Malia Tacub

I walk along the beach
looking out at the dazzling sea
here I am alone
yearning for your company
The suns going down, its not so bright
within minutes, itll be night
I sit here quietly and trace your name in the sand
I wish you were here with me holding my hand
Thoughts of us dance in my head
thinking of the great things thats been said
the blissful moon is now in sight
bringing a little shimmer of golden light
the stars shine like diamonds
above the blackened sea
I remember something that you once told me:
I love you more than all the stars in the sky!
Thinking of these words bring tears to my eyes
knowing that our loves pure and true
Im so blessed to be loved by you
I trace your name again,
but this time along with mine
Me and You it says
till the end of time

A Simple Dance and a Second Chance

by

Malia Tacub

So, I met this guy at a dance
my body against his and my skirt to his pants
Dancing together we have no clue
what would become of us would be real and true
Then something happened and split us apart
although not together,
We were joined with our hearts
months after that, fate stepped in
Soon we found ourselves together again
Remember that saying?
If you love someone,let them go
If it comes back to you, thats how you know
Well, god gave us a second chance
and we got this far cuz of a simple dance.

Not Together

by

Malia Tacub

Head hurts, stomach turns
shitty deals, my heart burns
cry all night, cry all day
wish I could have things my way
wanna see you but I cant
pretty soon Ill rage and rant
just cant take it, say no more
Ill hit and punch till I turn sore
moms a bitch, dads a prick
why they gotta be such dicks?
fuck this crap I just cant take it
I wonder if well ever make it
they say I cant see you, I cant even call
I hate everything, I hate all
things will be better, I dont know when
just cant wait till were together again!

The Lonely Girl

by

Malia Tacub

There is a girl thats hurting inside
this little girl lost all her pride
she feels no care, no trust, no love
she relies on her heavenly father above
her hearts on fire, in a flame it burns
she gives love but recieves none in return
she is scared
her hearts been teared
ripped to shreds
shattered to peices
burned to bits
her heart releases
nothing but lonliness nothing but pain
wondering if anyones feeling the same
her heart is sore
she cant take nomore
she feels no care, no trust, no love
she relies on her heavenly father above
Shes really lonely cant you see?
That little girl is really me!

I'm Sorry Honey, I Did

by

Malia Tacub

Kiss away my pain
take my frustration
hold me back
from this world of temptation
Theres something you need to know
my guilt just seems to grow
I havent been true
not to myself, not to you
I dont know what to do
help me find a peice of mind
I am blind, I cannot see
what this crap is doing to me
I liked the way it made me feel
all the pain inside it seemed to heal
I cant take nomore, I cant deal
I promised you I wouldnt do it
Im sorry honey, I did
I promised you I wouldnt get high
I tried but I cant quit
I knew this day would come
when Id have to tell
all these lies I kept
I just cant dwell
If you decide to leave me
Ill understand
I dont deserve such a perfect man
and despite what Ive done wrong
and no matter what you say
I know I really loved you
each and everyday

Skrewed In My Mind and Fucked in the Head

by

Malia Tacub

Im screwed in my mind and fucked in my head
if only i listened to whats been said
i wouldnt be stuck in a world of two
reality or dreamland, now i have to choose
from something i wanted it beacame a need
now im tempted by the high of weed
i led myself to all my frustrations
i lost myself betweeen what wrong and right
i gave in to all my temptations
i lost all control, i can no longer fight
to escape from reality where emotions are shown, ill get high to slip in a world of my own
Maybe i escape to my dreamplace
bcuz this world is only full of lies
and im afraid to see through purified eyes
so i runaway from my life and hide from my pain
now im fucked im going nsane
i shouldve known there was nothing to gain
im now a prisoner to what i do
and its surely hell im going through
ill hold my life in my hands
and with the decisions i make,
ill set the course my future will take!

What Goes Around Comes Around

by

Malia Tacub

oh you think its funny
when you make promises you dont intent to keep
and you think its cool
to have someone cry themselves to sleep
but thats just nasty to leave someone in pain
you acted sweet but you fucked with her brain
guilt will get you and eat you alive
its your turn to get stabbed
in the back with the knife
this time it caught up to you
and youre going down
remember, what goes around comes around!
So how does it feel
to have shit explode in your face?
now YOU want to commit suicide,
how does it feel to be put in her place?
now youre sad, depressed, mad and betrayed
because she decided to play
the game that YOU played!

A Friendship No Longer There

by

Malia Tacub

You still hate me
i dont understand why
i dont know if you care
but it hurts inside

often i think about you
i wonder if youre okay
you cross my mind
every single day

i lost a friendship
that was worth more than gold
ari, weve been through so much
its so hard to let go

i cry at night thinking of you
i hate myself for whats been said
ill ask you just a simple question,
WILL YOU EVER FORGIVE?

i look at pictures of us
having so much fun
but a friendship of 2
has sadly become none!

i wonder if
you still care as much as i do,
i wonder if
you feel the same way too!

i dont know how and i dont know when
but ill hope someday well be friends again!

Should I let You Go?

by

Malia Tacub

theres something i need to say
things are sorta changing
im feeling different everyday
confusion is really bugging me
and frustration kinda hurts
ill hold on for as long as possible
for i know what its all worth
i really want to stay with you
but a part of me wants to let you go
i feel really selfish
its unfair, yes i know
for a decision that i made
im leaving you to suffer too
i hate to keep you through this
please tell me what to do
should we say good bye?
and maybe later again say hello?
please answer me one question,
SHOULD I LET YOU GO?
dont get the wrong idea
dont think im going away
how could i walk from the memories
that keep be breathing everyday
what do YOU really want?
think hard i need to know!
would we be better off
if i just let you go?

Sitting In Class

by

Malia Tacub

sit in class with little to do
and put myself in others shoes.
I wonder whats going on inside,
and all the pain they seem to hide.
The girl across the room
is 5 months pregnant by some guy,
how could that happen to her?
I always thought she was shy!
And that other girl,
bcuz of the first night she got laid,
shell pay for the consequence,
shes got AIDS.
About the boy in the corner,
people say that hes a weirdo
bcuz hes gay.
But then theres Lily,
I think shes Bi,
I seen her kissing Sarah
and then some guy!
Annies such a perfect friend
but others call her big and fat,
if they take a chance and get to know her,
they wouldnt treat her like that.
I heard that Peters taking drugs
now hes getting tested.
Matt was caught drinking
now hes arrested!
Dans going with Amanda,
but hes seeing April too.
I hope they find out
that hes not being true.
James brought a gun to school
thinking everyone would think hes cool.
And then theres Jenny who wears skimpy skirts
and let guys feel up her shirts
some call her a slut and a whoare
she has no respect for herself anymore.
theres also Michelle
who is always reading
that is if shes not attending
another class meeting.
Lisas having family probs
she tried to commit suicide last night,
she was rushed to the hospital
they pumped her stomach,
shes alright.
No body s perfect
take a look around
deep down inside
pain will be found.
I ask myself
Where do I stand?
No one really knows who I am.
Where ever you are
put yourself in others shoes
maybe someday
youll live their lives too!

*written by Lia & Rocky*

Just Me and Just You

by

Malia Tacub

What do you do with a feeling
thats no longer true?
I feel like Im cheating myself
like myself Im trying to fool.
How can we say I love you?
when deep within we know
Our love is slowly fading
and shall ever stop to grow
I try to tell myself maybe well work thingd out
I try ti figure what our fight are about
Honestly, I dont know
Confusion seems to grow
Ive tried and so did you
Im sick of what were going through
were trying to hold on but to what and why?
Were not meant to be were both living lies
lies about love
lies about us
lies about what once was
its no longer what it used to be
you deny it but I know you see
One day itll be just you
and once again,
just me!

I Realize

by

Malia Tacub

I open my eyes
I can see now
I'm no longer blind
I'm free now
I understand
I comprehend
I no longer deny
I realize
You are not mine
And this is why
We constantly fight
We don't get along
This is wrong
We're not meant to be
I Realize
I understand
We can't be lovers
Just friends

????

by

Malia Tacub

I'm trying hard but I can't
what you did was wrong
I just can't forget
I want to love you but I can't
I try but I hate you even more
My heart has been torn
you swore
you wouldn't make me feel like this
over and over again
you do......
but you promised
you are so untrue
liar......

FOR HER

by

Malia Tacub

I was always there for her no matter what
I stood by her side when the going got tough
Gave her my shoulder to cry on when life was mean
Gave her strenght to go on and believe
To believe in herself and make her realize
she is in control of her own life
Tell her what didn't kill her only makes her stronger
and not to dwell in self- doubt any longer
To stand up for what she believes
regardless what others may think
And let no one talk her down
Have confidence and be proud
To know who's sincere to her
and who stands by her side
who will always be there for her
and bring happiness to her life.