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Wondering

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Wondering

by

Cassie Moran

I've loved him since I saw him for the very first time,
But my best friend "loved" him and I thought if I loved him too it would be a crime,
I never showed my feelings, afraid of what he may think,
Then when I thought I would, my heart started to sink,
he asked out my other friend that I never knew he liked,
and then when I thought I would tell him, I ran away in fright,
just the other day he learned of my feelings for him,
hes been acting weird ever since, and now I'm out on some sort of limb,
hes my best friend and I didnt want to loose that,
and now I guess I am in spite of my efforts, I feel so horrible, insanely jelous,
I feel like dying, just I don't know if I can bare to live,
and I'm still debating if his love he'd give,
to me it seems impossible, but then again it may not be,
I don't know if I can stay to find and see,
I know I don't regret it,
telling him that is,
because I think he needed to know or else I wouldnt know what to think, and I would always be wondering and wondering I am but not as much because maybe he can.