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Kikki

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Yucca Valley, CA, US

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Self Mutalation

by

Kikki

cut my wrist
to watch the blood
drown myself
in the raging flood
selling my soul
just for fun
self respect
i have none
do the speed
to get the high
playing with heroin
makes you fly
causing you grief
i know its rotten
all your pain
it's been forgotten
i have no shame
nothing to feel
hearing voices
can't tell whats real
waking up
feel like shit
get your weed
take a hit
drinking alcohol
not far to fall
one night stands
explains it all


Wanting To Go

by

Kikki

my mind is blank
not a care in mind
my heart has sank
nothing good to find

i'm sick of the living
i welcome death
no reason for staying
i want eternal rest

i feel old and rotten
good memories all forgotten
my lifes been interupted
my feeling corrupted

to live in rain
nothing to gain
damage i cause
is an enjoyable pause

the self mutalation
life in the institution
nothing will change
my lovely land of pain

Self Mutalation

by

Kikki

cut my wrist
to watch the blood
drown myself
in the raging flood
selling my soul
just for fun
self respect
i have none
do the speed
to get the high
playing with heroin
makes you fly
causing you grief
i know its rotten
all your pain
it's been forgotten
i have no shame
nothing to feel
hearing voices
can't tell whats real
waking up
feel like shit
get your weed
take a hit
drinking alcohol
not far to fall
one night stands
explains it all

Wanting To Go

by

Kikki

my mind is blank
not a care in mind
my heart has sank
nothing good to find

i'm sick of the living
i welcome death
no reason for staying
i want eternal rest

i feel old and rotten
good memories all forgotten
my lifes been interupted
my feeling corrupted

to live in rain
nothing to gain
damage i cause
is an enjoyable pause

the self mutalation
life in the institution
nothing will change
my lovely land of pain

Self Mutalation

by

Kikki

cut my wrist
to watch the blood
drown myself
in the raging flood
selling my soul
just for fun
self respect
i have none
do the speed
to get the high
playing with heroin
makes you fly
causing you grief
i know its rotten
all your pain
it's been forgotten
i have no shame
nothing to feel
hearing voices
can't tell whats real
waking up
feel like shit
get your weed
take a hit
drinking alcohol
not far to fall
one night stands
explains it all

Wanting To Go

by

Kikki

my mind is blank
not a care in mind
my heart has sank
nothing good to find

i'm sick of the living
i welcome death
no reason for staying
i want eternal rest

i feel old and rotten
good memories all forgotten
my lifes been interupted
my feeling corrupted

to live in rain
nothing to gain
damage i cause
is an enjoyable pause

the self mutalation
life in the institution
nothing will change
my lovely land of pain

Self Mutalation

by

Kikki

cut my wrist
to watch the blood
drown myself
in the raging flood
selling my soul
just for fun
self respect
i have none
do the speed
to get the high
playing with heroin
makes you fly
causing you grief
i know its rotten
all your pain
it's been forgotten
i have no shame
nothing to feel
hearing voices
can't tell whats real
waking up
feel like shit
get your weed
take a hit
drinking alcohol
not far to fall
one night stands
explains it all

Wanting To Go

by

Kikki

my mind is blank
not a care in mind
my heart has sank
nothing good to find

i'm sick of the living
i welcome death
no reason for staying
i want eternal rest

i feel old and rotten
good memories all forgotten
my lifes been interupted
my feeling corrupted

to live in rain
nothing to gain
damage i cause
is an enjoyable pause

the self mutalation
life in the institution
nothing will change
my lovely land of pain

Self Mutalation

by

Kikki

cut my wrist
to watch the blood
drown myself
in the raging flood
selling my soul
just for fun
self respect
i have none
do the speed
to get the high
playing with heroin
makes you fly
causing you grief
i know its rotten
all your pain
it's been forgotten
i have no shame
nothing to feel
hearing voices
can't tell whats real
waking up
feel like shit
get your weed
take a hit
drinking alcohol
not far to fall
one night stands
explains it all

Wanting To Go

by

Kikki

my mind is blank
not a care in mind
my heart has sank
nothing good to find

i'm sick of the living
i welcome death
no reason for staying
i want eternal rest

i feel old and rotten
good memories all forgotten
my lifes been interupted
my feeling corrupted

to live in rain
nothing to gain
damage i cause
is an enjoyable pause

the self mutalation
life in the institution
nothing will change
my lovely land of pain

Cut my life away

by

Kikki

I cant stand my life
So I cut myself with a knife
I do it to make myself feel okay
I'll never forget the things you say
I will never let my pain be revealed
I cut so the pain will be killed
My heart is a big black hole
I don't even think I have a soul
I don't know why I do it really
You must think what I do is silly
I can't stop doing it
Something just wont let me quit
There is a demon inside me
But only the razor can see
It helps me bleed out the things I can't say
It helps me live to see another day
It makes me feel happy
When my life has been crappy
I don't know I can stop doing this
There is just something about it that I will miss
It's not like I don't want to
Shit I want to be as normal as you
It torchers you inside
You know it's been so long since I have cried
You smothered the life out of me
My spirit has fallen off the top of the tree
I lay dead, flat on the ground
I can let my pain be shown without a sound
I show the the cuts I made with your razor
In my mind I know it wont faze her
So I decide to play this game of hide and seek
I wont let you see my scars, not even a peek