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Nicholas Kendzierski

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Why fear death?

by

Nicholas Kendzierski

Why should we fear death? There were many times in my life where I would fear dying, maybe because I fear of dying slowly like my mom. But I realize that we all die, it is part of nature, you can't stop nature. To me fearing death means that you are scared to move on to a new life. A life of peace, happiness, and of being one with nature. A life of no worries. A life of no tears. A life of silence, silence in the dirt of the earth. So should we fear death? No, it is a new beginning, it is a new life, a life where we came from, from the soils of this earth, where there is nothing but solitude. So to all those who worry about death, you can never live a happy life, your only happiness occurs when you are part of this earth. There is no use worrying about something that you can't stop, something that eventually happens to all of us. I fear it sometimes, but I fear dying the way that my mom is. When I do leave this life, I want to be in the middle of a deep sleep, no pain, no suffering. So do I fear death, no!! We all die sometime and worrying about it only makes it happen quicker. We have to learn to enjoy what this life has to offer, because sooner or later a bigger, better, and happier life is waiting for us all!!


Helpless

by

Nicholas Kendzierski

Why is my life like this? I'm happy for awhile then I always seem to go through this deep depression. It seems as if whatever I do, nothing goes as it should. Things could be going really good and then all of a sudden something happens. Its like I have no control over my life anymore. It seems as though someone is dictating how I should live my life. Could it be my mom? Could it be my girlfriend? Or maybe it is God? I sit there and I cry to God. I pray all the time that one day soon I can met the love of my life. It seems to be useless. Sometimes I wonder if there truly is a God. If there is one, could he please answer my prayers? All I want to do is finally met the girl of my dreams. Is that too much to ask? Until that day finally arrives, there will always be tears in my eyes. I sit there and wonder to myself, how did I ever fall in love with someone who lives so far away? But the answer to that is simple. She is the sweetest, funniest, and the niciest girl that I've e!
ver met. She is also very caring and we have so much in common. Why does she live so far away? Can't God hear my cries in the night? Can't God hear me cry for her to be by my side during the night? Why can't I met her? I love her so much, but I can't meet her, why? I wish I had the answers. I wish I could have her in my arms right now. I wish I could be kissing her now. I wish I could be with her now, I need her. Why can't I be happy? The only way that I could be happy is when I have her in my arms. Please God, I beg of you, I love her so much, I need her now more than ever. Till the day finally arrives, I'll just go sit in the corner and I'll watch my life crumble into little pieces.

My love for you

by

Nicholas Kendzierski

I remember the very first time that we talked. I acted like a complete jerk. Then days would pass on and I would continue to ignore you and ignore you. Why did I do that? I really don't know. But then something happened, I started to like you and I wanted to get to know you better, so I started talking to you more. Then when I was about to ask you if you wanted to be with me, she came into my life. She made me feel really good and she made me happy. Then one day you told me that you really liked me and that you cared about me, it crushed me to know that you wanted to go out with me, but I already had someone. I couldn't watch you be lonely and sad. Then I told you that I could never love you and that all we could ever be is friends, I thought I had lost you forever and ever. We finally started talking a couple of days later, but the problem was that I started liking you more and more now but I was in love with someone else at the time. One day the girl that I had started!
to fall in love with abandoned me, it hurt me really bad, but you were there for me. I knew instantly that I should give us a chance. So I decided to tell you how I felt about you. That was only the beginning. I fell in love with you instantly, almost like the snap of a finger. I had never had such deep feelings for anyone. It is so hard for me not to be able to hold, touch, or kiss you. The fact that you live so far away hurts me. But then I think of how happy I am with you and I just smile when I think of our future together. I think of how we share our first kiss. I think of how it'll be the first time we make love. I think of how I hold you in my arms and I tell you how much I love you. Then all of those dreams that I have of us. I dream of holding you and kissing you while we stare at the stars and the moon. I dream of how you'll react the first time that we are in the snow together. I dream of making love to you in the rain. I dream of the day that we marry each other a!
nd how happy we'll be with each other for the rest of our lifes. All
these thoughts and dreams will come true. You have made me so happy. I remember a time when I felt so sad and depressed, I just wanted my life to end. Now that I have you in my life, I want to live forever, but only as long as you are with me. I couldn't go on with my life without you. I need you and I want you to be with me forever. I LOVE YOU!!