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FUCK

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FUCK

by

Jeff Champange

I hate me. No not really though it’s just I can’t stand who I am
Fuck is my favorite word
Selflessness. Just stranded.
I’m so bored but I’d like to welcome you to my world.
maybe it’s because I’m kinda left of center.
fuck the world
fuck myself
fuck everything
death is not what I want but it’s the only thing I have left.
It's the only great adventure now.
And I have lied a million times
I’m wasting too much time
a tear of fear I cry and sigh
I want to help myself but I cannot help myself
nobody cares anymore.
You say think for others, but when you’re in a mood like this you can only think for yourself.
Look out for number one but I’m at 103.
I'm Just Not Worth My Time
Wish I could lie and say I'm fine but honestly I'm not Too many thoughts.
I bought myself another life I'll fuck it up worse than this, but is it possible for things to be that bad?
I open up my heart to you, maybe you'll mend it.
I'm sorry everything hurts.
I think I'll be all right, I can't explain why.
I'm not afraid to die but just to cry in front of you.
But I'd like to let you in.
I'm scared to be alone, and of leaving home.
I'm Just Not Worth My Time
I don't know why I feel this way, it used to happen all the time.
It's so sporadic now but worse each time.
I don’t want to leave I don’t know where to go.
I'd hoped this was the good place but it’s never the good place
I OPENED UP MY EYES.
I saw the truth I got my proof
the outside is a lie
I had to look in and it’s all right
I know
IM JUST NOT WORTH MY TIME
I have cried most of my life and I’m done with it now
a cry prior to another lie
IM JUST NOT WORTH MY TIME
I guess i'm sad alone and sad feeling sorry for myself
I wrote so many songs for you
and things will never go my way
the timings bad still not over it
and wishing it was mine but it’s not in the plan
IM JUST NOT WORTH MY TIME
I wish I was dying so I could know what it is to suffer
it’s not easy being me
but I don’t know what it’s like being you and I’m never gunna try
I hate my eyes ill spite my face
just to get away alone today
I waste today away I say something you don’t like
I want to cry but I cannot cry
i've been desensitized
I’m half awake and all they do is take
away from me and now I’m all I have left
I ripped my heart out to spite the cavity I left
now lonely as I am cause I cannot find it
I tore out my mind cause I’m losing control of it
with nothing left for me what’s left to do
each day's a waste I hate the waste of time my life has become
do you know how it feels when everything hurts?
ill tell you it isn’t good
I think I do a good job of hiding how I really feel
if you saw you'd probably be as scared as I am now
I want to leave now why the fuck am I still here
I already made up my mind each lies a time I wish I cried
IM JUST NOT WORTH MY TIME
I still get treated like shit
I’ve gone through more than most
I wish I was crying but I’ve become too scared to open my eyes
maybe that’s just the cause of all my problems
things wont ever change just the way I deal with everything
just wait here until I get back
I’m bored I’m way too far gone
sometimes I wish a bomb would drop right on this fucking place
maybe you wish I was dead and then we could be happy again
just once can I make it out?
how I want to
I’ve done nothing I’ve been doing nothing at all
I can't believe that it's on
it's not something you hear everyday. That same old song have to hear the entirety
I’m dropping the world at my own feet
I break my knees backwards I can work through the pain
and tell you all about my dreams that will never be realized I feel like dying
I feel like I'm falling apart
I sit and stare at the floor I cant pick my head up anymore
sometimes I wish that the things that I’m feeling would just sop manifesting
me? I'm ok I guess I’m just lonely and wishing I would just hurry up and crawl into a ball using my covers to keep out the evil.
I'm just so childish I wish everything would just go black.
Fuck off