The Thin Line

by

Sherene Delgado

I don't know whether to love or hate you
At times you border the two
You have such a big part of my heart
But I don't feel you deserve it
How can someone I love so much makes me cry so often
But you do
Yet you never seem to care
You never let yourself see that you’re not the only one in pain
Especially when you’re the cause of that pain
But who is to blame
You for doing this to me
Or myself for allowing it to happen?
I tried to block my heart from you.... But failed
You say you want me to be happy
Yet I can't be myself around you
I have to be who you want me to be
I've never really made mistakes in my life
Because you never let me
You never gave me a choice
Something you were always given
Because of this I often resent you for a simple reason...
Instead of regretting the things I did
I look sadly upon all I didn’t get to do or experience
Because of you
You were able to live a life how you saw fit to live it
I'm still waiting for mine to start.

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Why don't you look at Thoughts In Smoke
by: Vision
from: Killeen, TX, US

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