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by

Sekhem Psikor Strecker

My self-control is shattered
And I'm sinking; falling; turning
I am weeping on the inside
For I'm laughing; full of love

There's no change within my stature
Leave me here; leave me be
My shell is slowly cracking
I am falling from above

Why is IT SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND!
DON'T YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I HATE YOU?
How much I despise YOUR NATURE
AND YOUR CONTINUOUS IRRITATION that is emmitted
From your soul. I AM NOT CRAZY - NO - I AM
JUST FINE! Just fine
All I want is for you to leave me alone
Oh how I want you so
How I need your aura
How I LOVE YOU

My reasoning is faulted
And I can't make sense no more
It's so hard to change my mind
I'm questioning it; I'm questioning it now

Lost for words I stumble
In this hell for tortured souls
There's no heaven here; no paradise
Who will show me how to live?

Why is IT SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND!
DON'T YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I HATE YOU?
How much I despise YOUR NATURE
AND YOUR CONTINUOUS IRRITATION that is emmitted
From your soul. I AM NOT CRAZY - NO - I AM
JUST FINE! Just fine
All I want is for you to leave me alone
Oh how I want you so
How I need your aura
How I LOVE YOU

My understanding is getting difficult
And I know how much I hate you
I love you; leave me alone; let me fall
Let me wither and die within myself

I am lost for words - how I love you
There is nothing more compelling than that
I have shelled texture for my skin
And reasoning; I am lost again...

Why is IT SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND!
DON'T YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I HATE YOU?
How much I despise YOUR NATURE
AND YOUR CONTINUOUS IRRITATION that is emmitted
From your soul. I AM NOT CRAZY - NO - I AM
JUST FINE! Just fine
All I want is for you to leave me alone
Oh how I want you so
How I need your aura
How I LOVE YOU

I hatelove you
I lovehate you
You WON'T YOU leave me be
You are FAR AWAY AND YOU WON'T leave me
My mind swims
WITH YOU in my thoughts...

Why is IT SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND!
DON'T YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I HATE YOU?
How much I despise YOUR NATURE
AND YOUR CONTINUOUS IRRITATION that is emmitted
From your soul. I AM NOT CRAZY - NO - I AM
JUST FINE! Just fine
All I want is for you to leave me alone
Oh how I want you so
How I need your aura
How I LOVE YOU

Dedicated yet again to S. McShannon

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