Thoughts seem so scattered and unreal.
What to do when I can't function or feel.
Rainy nights, farewell friends are comforting.
Dreary days and loneliness like moments fleeting.
No emotions, no heart left in anything I do.
Stolen kisses can't bring truth, only the loss is true.
Time slips by and I wait for what comes next in line.
My mind controls me and what I find.
I can't seem to find content in whatever I try.
No smiles, laughter since we said goodbye.
How can my life have changed without consent?
You blew through so fast I still can't comprehend.
I cannot fathom how I let you go.
The mistakes I made, I guess I'll never know.
In my heart you were my first love and taste of what's true.
Until fate proves otherwise,
I'll hold onto the memory of you.