The Web Poetry Corner - Mark Ian Martin - I'm So So Sorry
I'm So So Sorry
by
Mark Ian Martin
When does love start?
When the pain ends
It's a new begining
When hearts can mend.
Never ever known before
Kept it shut,just locked that door
I owned you!, thats what I thought
Still chasing your love, it won't be caught.
It must be you!, it can't be me
I'm not jealous,for I can see
Conspire and hide,you run away
Make excuses,so affraid.
You look so good,so cute to me
I'm driving you away,and I can't see
Blinded by passion,beauty so fine
I never knew,you never was mine.
So much precious time,just thrown in the fire
I was loving you! or was it desire?
I gave you all that I could give
But stole one thing,you haven't lived.
What a time,to close that door
it should have been open long before
Selfish and weak and insecure
That I have been,and you endured.
My pain has just ended
I'm ready to love, to give you all of me
Am I too late? to start again
Same name, differant person now I'm free.
You could see that I was ill
You tried to tell me, but I couldn't feel
When did I know?
When the pain started to go.
Now I feel inside so strong
I look for you, but you have gone
For you the pain was always there
I gave it to you, so unaware.
I'm so so sorry
But ready to live
To take all that pain
To you that I give.