Revenge

by

Luigi Lalumia

I crawl from you
Torn up inside
I crawl from you
I beg for my fist to collide with you face
Over and over
As you did to me
Over and over
Until visions of you and I subside

The crying never stops
Even when I'm torn in two
One half confused
The other still loves you

Because of what you put inside me
My life will always be strange
Because of what you put inside me
I'm occasionally deranged

Some of my days are filled with boiling hate
It is on days like those
That I expose myself
It is the flesh of my inner terror
That I hope rots off and I leave it behind on the road I've traveled
You did this to me yet I feel it's my error

As the rain from my tears fill my plains of sanity
It floods my fears
My tears wash away the pain
Breaking down the dam of hate
So I can rebuild it again

As I get older
I look back over my shoulder
Into the dark past
Deciphering brutal love mixed with indecent acts
In my mind I am standing next to it
I want to vomit
Because thats all I can do now

As I start my decent from the indecent
My wheels begin to loose control
Before I go out of my mind
I lock those bitches up
I look back at where I've been
Where I am
How far I've come
Then try to forget him

When I come back
My hands are cradling my face
I am stonger
What was then
Is now done
For now

In-between furious rages
I put those sick fucking thoughts
snug in their little cages
Until the evil bastards find the key again
I am free to put my life back together
For I Am Me

Triumphant!

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