Feelings Inside

by

Laura Beth Leither

You say you want to know,
The feelings I can't show
The reason for my confusion,
My choice between two men
And I want to tell you, too.
How I wish you already knew
But it's so hard for me,
I'm struggling more than you can see
To a rollercoaster I compare,
My ups and downs that just aren't fair
So easy the feelings for you to show,
To lay back and just let yourself go
Maybe it's just because I'm young,
Or that my heart has already sung
The songs of love just can't found,
Perhaps I'm just not true love bound
Oh, how I hope that isn't so,
For the love in your heart, I see it glow
But something doesn't seem quite right,
When we hug and kiss late at night
Don't get me wrong, for it may be,
We're moving too fast to control the speed
I feel likeI know your family well,
And I really think that they are swell
But I know them just as much,
As I know you without your touch
Please don't misinterpret this,
Don't think too much, the point you'll miss
All I'm saying is what you asked,
All my feelings inside from first to last
But even here they don't make sense,
Maybe though it'll make you less tense
A friend right now I really need,
More than anything else a friend indeed
Not a relationship or even a lover,
Eddie, you're great, I can't ask for another
But please don't try to make me choose,
For right now in my life, my friends I can't lose

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