I Thought

by

Jo-El Gerber

Do you mean it when you tell me that you love me
Or is just one way for you to deceive me
I thought you and I was always going to be
And I thought you felt the same way for me.

What is going on in each other's lives
Is it that you didn't like the way I did appear
Or is it that you didn't want to be sincere
I don't know what it is all I know is that I love you very much Dear.

Do you mean it when you say that you never knew love before me
For I had hoped that you and I would always be
Is there something that I failed to see
Or do you really don't you and I to be.

I don't understand why you're making me go throught this heartache
Nor did I see that you would ever make my heart break
I thought you loved me, but if you don't please tell me
For I thought that we could make a difference in each other's history.

I thought you loved me, but is that the way you still feel
I need to know because if so...
It will all ready be hard for me to let you go
All because deep in my heart I love you so.

I thought you trusted me, but do you really
I know how you're feeling right about now
But, I feel as if I wasn't what you meant for me to be
All I have to ask is if you feel that way towards me.

I'm not sure if or why you seem to be doubting me for everything that I will every be
All I know is that I feel like you will from four days ago until I die that we are what's meant to be
So, why do I since a trace of something called regret, when I already had on you my heart set
I thought and I still pray that you haven't yet given up on me.

What will happen if I can't go on without you in my life
Because I thought that with you I could never go through strife
I thought that you were the one that was the one for me
And I hoped that because of you my heart would fill with glee.

I thought I had found something in you that I had not ever felt before
When we were talking it felt like I was talking to an angel
Maybe how I feel is totally bounded by the so-called feelings
All I know is that I thought you felt the way that I did.

Why are you putting me through this heart broken way
Did I ever hurt you in any way
I hoped that you would always stay
I guess all you wanted was to play.

I thought that you would never do me wrong
But, I guess you and I never did belong
For now our old song is my favorite song
And now all I can do is think about you.

When did you even start loving me
I don't think you ever did love me
For now I can understand how you see
You and I weren't ever meant to be.

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Why don't you look at 21st CENTURY NURSERY RHYMES # 3
by: Paul Curtis
from: Woking, England, UK

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