The Web Poetry Corner - Emma - Louise Braiden - Messed up Muddled up Muck
Messed up Muddled up Muck
by
Emma - Louise Braiden
Feels like shit - this feeling of mine
The cycle has turned through another time
How many hearts do i have to break
As now my own is put at stake
I love him. I know i do
After all this time - i'd have to?
So why can't i let myself feel
My brain it tells me this isn't real
I didn't want to hurt you
Know thats true
I am just a fucked up girl (without a clue)
What did u see inside of me
Something bizzare i can't let free
Seems i'm trapped to play this out
To give this cycle another bout
When will i finally learn my task
At this rate - not until i'm the very last...