My Reaction To Reality

by

Eddie Tacub

My heart and face dropped
When I heard that my niece passed away
My brains and veins were ready to pop
My love towards God was set astray
I tried to believe he was the God of love
Until people in my family got cancer & died
You said ask and you should receive
I asked for them to live
But still my prayers got denied
I’m going crazy, wish all of these emotions
I’m tired of crying rivers and oceans
I’m passed "hurt," I can no longer cry
I feel like two cars when they collide
I’m tongue tied
Don’t know what to say or how to feel
I wish this was all a dream
None of this was real
Cause now I have a heart of steel
Hardened from disappointment
Why can’t doctors find a cancer ointment?
All of this is making me doubt
I’m trying to figure out what our lives are all about
Do we have to go through hell on earth to go heaven?
Does God keeps his eyes and arms open 24/7?
Am I wrong for all these questions and expressions?
Just wish I could sit down with God
Have a one on one session
To get answers and relieve these aggressions
Maybe then I could move on with peace in my heart
But until then my heart is torn apart
Lost without any answers
My life filled with a little strife
Burning flames
No longer walking the same
One more time, I’m calling your name
I need your help cause I can’t help myself
I’m tired of feeling hopeless & trapped
Like a prisoner in his cell

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