The Web Poetry Corner - Eddie Tacub - Evil Thoughts
Evil Thoughts
by
Eddie Tacub
Time is at a still
As the roller coaster of love
Goes up and down in many directions
I'll cry now so when I die later
I'll look down and smile
Realizing the struggles & pain
That came with the storm and the rain
The life I would once live is now over
No longer having reasons to get drunk
I'm in heaven drinking wine
But I'll be eternally sober
I see life flash in front of my eyes in slow motion
I see when the devil stabbed me with his fork
And when cupid shot me up with a little potion
I'm hoping now that my life is in a box
And my spirit is running through the pearly gates
That my past don't be in my memory or in my thoughts
I would hate to see all of the battles that I have fought
All the times I almost died or killed myself
Overdosing on pills
To let my life drown 6 feet deep in the gravel
I was blending in with hopeless sinners
Standing in the line to meet the devil
I'm glad I'm dead because I already lived my life
But I'm confused in this present time
Because I lost my special someone
I feel the pain of being stabbed with a knife