The sun glares
Its vast orb of energy.
Mine drains into tiredness.
I trudge through
Some opaque viscous liquid
Honey orange colored stuff
Which does not taste sweet.
It sticks heavy like glue.
I feel ancient as amber,
Hard and static
With unknown bits of matter in my way.
Trappings of my life’s history float past.
I cannot retain them.
I remain stuck.
Sunshine mocks me
In my bewilderment,
Blasting its searchlight
On my suffocation.
This dragging ruins a beautiful day.
I could handle gaseous fog,
Liquid rain,
Solid snow.
Cold matches my mood.
Anything would improve this bright sun.
Others tire of hearing it
As I tire more and more
Feeling it.
They can do nothing,
Shake their heads
Walk away.
When I try to do,
I slow down
Until I am rooted
To one spot.
I recite a mantra:
I am not tired
I am not tired
I am not tired
But my body won’t listen.
The three mantras have gone away.
I am a white feather
Stuck in the glue.