The Web Poetry Corner - Dan Dressler - The Creature of Lonliness
The Creature of Lonliness
by
Dan Dressler
I fear the worst fear; of loneliness
What good does it do to reminisce
Of past thoughts at hand and fear in the mind
Many people beware of this similar kind
This Monster in me is a breathtaking sight
Its damage is heartless with all fears held tight
It's a crewel part of me that denies me my life
Withholds all imagined with jealousy and strife
The thing from the depths of my senile mind
Eats away at the thoughts of an innocent kind
Apprehension is here but my mind is not
Instinct is present; yearning a lot
My only soul has fled with all sanity
What an intelligent thing to leave me behind.
To be eaten away ever slowly at first
Loneliness haunts me; I prepare for the worst
In the eyes of the monster I fear in fright
Whether it's here to stay I question it not
My stomach churns; my adrenaline burns
The creature is here but my soul is not
Although face to face I look at another.
An image like me, facing the pest
Another existence another mess
Although nothing like me his fear; loneliness
Men fight for our country, proud of pride
As I by myself, in fear simply hide
Of a creature up here, all in my mind
A devastating tension builds as I cry
I stay in one place as the worlds progress
It moves on without me, I'm doomed to retrogress
I'm a thing of the past; a failure's witness
As I cope with the monster of loneliness