The Web Poetry Corner - Brian Labenne - depression
depression
by
Brian Labenne
in my head demons are crawling
because of them i'm tripping and falling
Satan knows just how to attack
it feels worse than a thousand knives in my back
he fools me into thinking that i am junk
like i'm a useless little old punk
and i have no place on this earth
did i really recieve second birth?
if God is real He can't love me
because of my lustful thoughts and profanity
man i really do hate my life
why not end it know with a butcher knife?
and right when i'm ready to die
God throws a question..."why"?
i've got great friends and family
who would be hurt if i did this to me
also God has a task for me
to witness to the blind and help them see
and of course God is love
He sent His son to die from above
so in heaven we might be
living there for eternity
once again God has saved my life
and i ask Him to take away my strife
and that happens so very fast
but then after a day has past
the devil atacks and i feel overcome
i am so weak...the cycle again has begun