feeling so empty, so alone
hating myself for no reason
wanting this life to end
wanting to see Jesus in Heaven
wishing for His return
wanting my pain to end
my suffering to vanish
selfishness is what it is
thinking of only me
not careing about unbelievers
only thinking of my pain, my suffering
but what about their suffering?
they will go to hell
they will have ultimate suffering
how could i be so selfish?
i need to tell them about Heaven
about God's love
about Christ's death
i can't be afraid, i can't hesitate
time is too short
i've already let my best friend die
he is suffering now, because i was afraid
i can't let it happen again
i won't let it happen again
God give me strength, give me wisdom
so your kingdom can grow
you know my motives lord, they are pure
please be with me every step
give me the words to say
and help me to give credit to you
because you alone are worthy
you alone are great
you alone father you alone
thank you for comforting me
for taking my lonliness away
for blessing me in countless ways
it's too awesome for words
you're too awesome for words
any words i could come up with to describe you would be a fraction of who you really are
you are greater than what i think
better than my wildest imagination
too awesome for me to comprehend
thank you Father
thank you